You made my day

Okay so my friend told me not to do it but I did. I went ahead and let you all the way, completely, and totally in. It was the best decision I have made in a long time. It was probably not the best judgement call I have ever made but right now I am searching for my happiness again. I'm tired of HIM draining the life out of me with his negativity, his constant anger over everything and his lack of ambition. I don't have the energy to keep giving someone positive affirmations. But, on the other side YOU make me smile. You tell me how you feel about me, call me sweet names and I can actually hear you smiling through the phone. Could it be because you are new to me and everyone is always happy about a new relationship? But, I have had these same feelings for you in the past when we were together. At the moment I am just enjoying your company. Neither one of us are available to be with each other so we have to take this one step at a time. I am happy to see where this goes. And, if for any reason it doesn't work out I still thank you for showing me happiness that I have not had in a very long time.